November 2009
22 posts
Nov 22nd
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I survived Crossfit. I loved it in fact. Now i'm...
Maybe I can use The Secret and a way will magically appear.  That’d be nice.  I loved the class atmosphere.  Mostly I liked the constant encouragement and coddling.  It’s nice to have someone telling you “Great job!” while you’re doing something hard and walk away from a work out feeling like a badass.  Stranger things have aligned themselves for me in my life.  Why...
Nov 22nd
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after not sleeping on a red eye last night i'm...
Nov 19th
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thinking it over i realized that even if i was...
so zone or no zone i’ve found a way to eat that has cut my cravings for sweets and mindless snacking down to zero and keeps me on track for weight watchers with out effort and i lost a pound this week.  i just want so much to look good for this event december 6th.  i need it.  i need that feeling of confidence in my body and looks again from with in, not from what anyone else says. ...
Nov 13th
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eating has been easy, doing everything right
SO WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I’M ONLY GETTING BIGGER/FATTER?
Nov 13th
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Nov 12th
Nov 11th
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Nov 11th
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Nov 10th
Nov 9th
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day 5 of "zone-ish eating"
i feel great but i saw pictures from last night out and i can’t believe my face.  why do i still look so puffy?  when will i start to see results? how do i not give up when everything in me thinks it will be another wasted effort?
Nov 9th
Nov 7th
Nov 7th
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Nov 6th
Nov 5th
i weigh the most i've ever weighed in my life i...
i am on the phone with my sister who is trying to help me not give up.  i don’t want anyone to see me.  not my family.  not my boyfriend.  no one.
Nov 4th
im about to do my first weigh in. i'm so freaked...
i’m such a baby drama queen.
Nov 4th
just when i was about to reach for yet another TJ... →
i hope she knows i’m her biggest fan. off to make myself a cup of good earth tea!
Nov 4th
Nov 3rd
Nov 3rd
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Nov 2nd
What is with spinach and feta wraps from...
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Nov 2nd
October 2009
13 posts
Oct 29th
ListenHalo/Walking on Sunshine Mashup - Glee I think...
Oct 29th
I'm still here. Sorry I've been slacking!
Monday night was a mess.  I ran 3.5 miles which was awesome, but then came home and didn’t make a proper dinner before heading out to a movie screening with the boyfriend.  There I had some wine and several handfuls of popcorn.  I mentally remembered to mark down my flex points. Last night was another night of “Oops did I eat all that?”  Thank god I’m back on Weight...
Oct 28th
crappy end to an otherwise normal weekend aka i'm...
missed so many things i wanted to do this week because i forgot they were on my calendar or didn’t schedule my time right.  most importantly i missed a big thing tonight that i was looking forward to that included something my boyfriend worked on.  granted i was late cause i was putting me and a side project first, but i should have worked on the side project on friday knowing the deadline...
Oct 26th
Oct 24th
Oct 23rd
Oct 23rd
Oct 22nd
i believe i can fly
yes! amazing. watch me too! i remember having the attitude at the beginning of this year of looking at other friends who had lost weight on weight watchers or a lifestyle change and being jealous of them.  i remember thinking “this is my fucking year!”  i gotta get that mindset back! i’m going to do this.  it’s going to be hard some times and easier at others but...
Oct 22nd
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Oct 21st
Never had a diet/lifestyle change blog before not...
suggestions please:  do i post a daily log of what i eat?  do i use it to complain when the going gets tough?  do i take pictures of every meal and snacky? pics of my progress?
Oct 21st
Oct 20th
my first post. crap. i hope this blog helps. i...
Oct 20th